December 2011
14 posts
Uneasy thoughts, and sick feelings.
I feel so strange. Like I’m not actually here.
It’s as if part of me is in a dream, while the other part is on auto pilot. Maybe it’s because I’ve got too much time on my hands. That could very well be it. I’ve also been thinking about B- a lot, and I get this sick feeling in my stomach. I’m hoping it’s only due to the “lonely holiday” effect,...
People
We’ve all had that one person that to this day, for some reason, we still want. I get this, believe me I do. I’ve loved and lost and regretted and fretted over and cried about. But if you think about it, reeeeeally think about it, there’s a reason that they aren’t in our lives. Either we didn’t deserve them or they didn’t deserve us. (You can argue this if you...