I never thought I’d be one of those girls who would consider staying in her hometown for University, just for a guy. I mean, that isn’t the entire reason, but it is a big one. I’ve got a scholarship to a school that will allow me to get my master’s in three years, but I don’t feel like that school would be right for me. I could stay and get my degree here, but in my gut that doesn’t feel right. I know I’ve got to leave for school. I just…I don’t even know anymore. I used to be so sure of myself, and now even looking at a clock stresses the fuck out of me. If I think about the future too much, my body shakes and my breathing becomes labored. This isn’t me. I really am at a loss of what I should do.
